Forever February

It's a new year. I've neglected my posting.

Which is unfortunate because so much has happened since November.
Too much.

I'm at Toni's. She drives me crazy.

My phone is dead-- As always.
My folks are coming to town tonight, and I am supposed to pick up Kristin's shiny new toy car to chaufer them in. I'm glad they're here. Maybe I'll be able to stay out of trouble.

A beautiful life was lost... My Sam. I feel him everywhere. He's guiding me. I'd say more, but I don't need to start crying in anyone's kitchen.

Anyhow-- Life's strange. I have a lot of things that I need to pile together to get mine on the road it belongs on, the one I left when she left.

It's been a year. I think I'm finally letting go. Sometimes I wish I knew who you were. But then I think that I'm glad that I don't, this way I'm protected.